Stress and depressed, too much to do and too little accomplished

time strained
resources strained
personal depression , stress and over-whelming

many question wandering my mind:

how to get the first 1000 visitors? how to reach 1M visitors in 12 months? how to drive traffic to new website fast?

I keep diggin the information on the internet,. the longer, the better, I dig deep, to the core of Gooogle  and complete at least 300 ideas...


oh my god,. this time it's so stressful,

how can I reach the 1000$ KPI this month

I'm so stressful

I wanna cry